.:lovers:.

my lovers are..


people dat i spend most of my time with..

people dat give me their shoulders when i'm feeling down..


people dat willing to sacrifice for my happiness..


people dat i share my laugh n tears..


people dat understand me..

n last but not least..

people dat love me..

my lovers are..
my family..
my fwens..
n him, i guess..

p/s : n they are not hypocrite..

x de kje, aishiteru mirae..

.:28 January 2010:.

guess wat??

my besday!!

sharp, mybe 12am..
noreen n ecah..
sang a besday song for me..
gumbira sgt!!
shhh.. (wlupn suare mrka x sdp)
gurau je..
diaorg bg hdiah ni kt aq..


~necklace vincci 2 noreen bg, kerongsang suci murni2 ecah yg bg~


noreen ciap bomoh macarena lg kt aq..
dia ckp dia x nk aq jd bekeng..


ecah plk tlg aq practice story telling esk..

bkn hdiah yg aq pndg..
tp keikhlasan korg dlm prshbtn kte yg pling pntg bg aq..
wlupn kte br3 brbeza..
as long as we take n give..
we will always happy 2gether..

x lpe jge bt gurls UiTM Kuantan 2..
my rumate, mira n azia, ain, j, nadia, dayah n all..
sorry klu aq x mention name korg..
thanx for all..
tgh2 aq karang story..
ttbe dtg la rumate aq..

suspens jgk..
last2 korg simbah bedak kt aq..
ni la 1st time aq kne simbah bedak..
hbes putih stu bdn aq..
hahahaha..


i'm speechless..
happy..
touched..
thankful..
love all of u!!

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:that nite:.

thanx for the nite..
u're trying hard 2 comfort me..

from the sadness dat the jerk gave me..


~thanx ecah~


~thanx noreen~

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:thank you:.

tonight i experience headache again..


dont misunderstand mr.J..
i hv diz not becoz of u!!

nseb bek ad noreen..
dia tlg urut kpale a..
thanx noreen..

now i'm ok..
once again, thanx noreen..

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:a special world:.

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -


p/s : i luv u so much..

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:my father began as a god:.

My father began as a god
full of heroic tales
of days when he was young.
His laws were as immutable
As if brought down from Sinai,
Which indeed he thought they were.

He fearlessly lifted me to heaven
By a mere swlng to his shoulder.
And made me as a godling
By seating me astride
Our milk-cow's back, and too.
Upon the great white gobbler
Of which others went in constant fear.

Strange then how he shrank and shrank
Until by time of adolescence
He had become a foolish small old man
With silly and outmoded views
Of life and of morality

Strange still
That as I became older
His faults and his tolerances
Scaled away into the past.
Revealing virtues
Such as honesty, generosity, integrity.

Strangest of all
How the deeper he recedes into the grave
The more I see myself
As just one more of all the little men
Who creep through life
Not knee-high to his long-dead god.

by : Ian Mudie


p/s : to my father, I really love you eventhough I always rebel.

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:a walk to remember:.

I juz finished watching "a walk to remember"..
so touched wit the love story..
how sweet is the love..

but..
i wonder..
is there any man will to sacrifice much for a girl??
is there any true love??

i cant write much..
i feel so touched now..
that's all..

luv, aishiteru mirae..

.:if ur heart's not in it:.

I'm missing you
Boy even though you're right here by my side

Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Boy I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

lost, aishiteru mirae..