.:test:.

ptg ni org ckp ad test..
bgus kn aq..
org ckp ad test..
tp aq duk blogging plk..

sbnrnye aq x ske test!!
lbih2 lg writing test..
hbis hang tgan aq ble kne tulis byk2 6t..

aq rse nk muntah ble aq dgr psl test!!


madam..
plez jgn test ptg ni..

cuax, aishiteru mirae..

.:ecah sudah tua:.

selamat hari jadi..
selamat hari jadi to ecah..
selamat hari jadi..

pada 1 Feb 2010..
genap la umo ecah kpd 19..

dh tua ko ecah..
x bleh dh nk hsap btol..
hahahha..

smoge pnjang umo..
murah rzki..
may Allah bless u alwayz..

besday, aishiteru mirae..

.:lovers:.

my lovers are..


people dat i spend most of my time with..

people dat give me their shoulders when i'm feeling down..


people dat willing to sacrifice for my happiness..


people dat i share my laugh n tears..


people dat understand me..

n last but not least..

people dat love me..

my lovers are..
my family..
my fwens..
n him, i guess..

p/s : n they are not hypocrite..

x de kje, aishiteru mirae..

.:gigi oh gigi:.

gigi oh gigi..
mengapa engko sakit??

cmne aq x sakit..
bdn aq trbelah 2!!




dh brmlm2 tido aq trgnggu krne gigiku yg sbtang ni..
ecah sruh aq g klinik..
tp aq x nk..

aq x kn g klinik gigi slaen dgn ayh aq!!

ayh..
plez read this..
along nk g klinik gigi dgn ayh je..
along takut..

sakit, aishiteru mirae..

.:Raph tag sy:.

1) Who are you?
A rebellious, mybe

2) Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Both

3) How often do you think of committing suicide?
X penah kot..

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
I don’t think so..

5) How many babies you want?
4.. with twins

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.. dh sllu sgt tgk..

7) What is your goal for this year?
Trying to get 3.5 above 4 my pointer

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
Not really..

9) What’s a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)

- Islam

- A true man

- Loves my family

- Loves me as I am

- Fun

- Loyal

- Pndai memasak

- X ego

- Understanding

- X hypocrite

10) What feeling do you love most?
When it’s time to sleep..

11) What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

X pham la..

12) Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate?
U jerk!

13) What does flying means to you?
Freedom n peace..

14) What do you crave for the most currently?

Nasi ayam mak buat!!

15) Who’s hotter?
Raph kot..

16) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Raph cute mcm teddy bear..

17) What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

Sleep

18) If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Before I sat 4 my muet..

19) What are your fear(s)?

Spider..

20) Who you want to tag ?

X thu la..

aq x reti bab2 tag mengetag ni, aishiteru mirae..

.:28 January 2010:.

guess wat??

my besday!!

sharp, mybe 12am..
noreen n ecah..
sang a besday song for me..
gumbira sgt!!
shhh.. (wlupn suare mrka x sdp)
gurau je..
diaorg bg hdiah ni kt aq..


~necklace vincci 2 noreen bg, kerongsang suci murni2 ecah yg bg~


noreen ciap bomoh macarena lg kt aq..
dia ckp dia x nk aq jd bekeng..


ecah plk tlg aq practice story telling esk..

bkn hdiah yg aq pndg..
tp keikhlasan korg dlm prshbtn kte yg pling pntg bg aq..
wlupn kte br3 brbeza..
as long as we take n give..
we will always happy 2gether..

x lpe jge bt gurls UiTM Kuantan 2..
my rumate, mira n azia, ain, j, nadia, dayah n all..
sorry klu aq x mention name korg..
thanx for all..
tgh2 aq karang story..
ttbe dtg la rumate aq..

suspens jgk..
last2 korg simbah bedak kt aq..
ni la 1st time aq kne simbah bedak..
hbes putih stu bdn aq..
hahahaha..


i'm speechless..
happy..
touched..
thankful..
love all of u!!

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:haru haru (day by day):.

by bigbang..
enjoy it..
nice one!!

~haru haru : bigbang~

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:shut up!!:.

There you go
You're always so right,
It's all a big show,
It's all about you,
You think you know,
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me...

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes,
I just can't get it right..
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't want to hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down(nnnnn)

There you go
You never ask why (Unicin)
It's all a big lie (Unicin)
Whatever you do
You think your special..
But I know, and I know, and I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point... out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't want to hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down(nnnnn)
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down(nnnnn)

Don't tell me who I should be(eeeee)
(Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do(oooo)
I don't want to waste my time
I'll watch you fade away(yyyy)...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down(nnnn)

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring.. me.. down

Bring me down(nnnn)
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down(nnnn)
Bring me down(nnnn)
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down(nnnn)

Shut up, shut up, shut up
by : simple plan

so..
i juz post this entry becoz i'm tired..
i'm tired of being critisized..
so please..
stop asking me to do this n that..
i know wat should i do..
i don't need u 2 instruct me..

lastly..
stop being busybody..

tired, aishiteru mirae..

.:fierce:.

i'm fierce??

no la..
sometimes, maybe..

to all my fwens..
noreen, ecah, ridz, joe n all..
klu aq ckp ksr 2 x brmkne aq mrh korg..
for ur infrmation, ble aq mrh,
aq akn mnnjukkan simptom2 berikut;

1. aq diam
2. muke aq masam
3. aq lbh sng brsndri
4. aq mnjauhkn dri dari org yg aq mrh
   
5. aq x pndai nk jerkah2 kt org yg aq mrh

so fwens..
sorry klu korg trse ati ngan aq..
aq bknye mrh kt korg pn..

aq syg korg..

luv, aishiteru mirae..

.:assignments:.

i must do few things if i want my assignmnts complete on time;

1. kurangkn blogging
2. kurangkn facebooking
3. kurangkn men games
4. focus

mak oi!!
byknye kne kurangkan..
but..
I'll try my best..
chaiyuk!!

~diriku yg sdg brusaha mnyiapkn assgnmnts.. comel kn~

busy, aishiteru mirae..

.:nescafe:.

i love nescafe soo much!!

~comel mcm sy kn??~

pgi ni sy bgn seawal jam 6pg..
big clap 4 me!!

pg2 sy bgn..
dgn muka x bsuh n rmbut srabai..

sy trus mghadap my aspire 1..
n pekena stu mug nescafe..

emm..
nk ckp pe lg ye..
rse cam ngantuk plk dh..

nk smbg tdo la..


mcm slh title je kn..
(-.-)

sleepy, aishiteru mirae..

.:that nite:.

thanx for the nite..
u're trying hard 2 comfort me..

from the sadness dat the jerk gave me..


~thanx ecah~


~thanx noreen~

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:thank you:.

tonight i experience headache again..


dont misunderstand mr.J..
i hv diz not becoz of u!!

nseb bek ad noreen..
dia tlg urut kpale a..
thanx noreen..

now i'm ok..
once again, thanx noreen..

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:the hypocrite:.

u sucks!!

you're hypocrite!!
when u don't, u said u do..
such an idiot..
even u r excellent in ur study..
do u think other people can read ur mind??
do u think others r physic??
if u think so..
u r stupid..
u're being so hypocrite..
then u accused others hurt u!!
one more thing!!
i'm not here 2 grab ur respect..
i don't even care what do u think abt me..
after i know the real u..
the hypocrite..

aishiteru mirae..

.:tired:.

sy sgt penat..

slps spetang mnjelajah ECM brsme ridz n joe..

sy nk rehat..


kpale sy skit..
blakang sy pn skit..


klu ad ayh kn best..
bleh ayh tlg picitkn..
miss u ayh..

tired, aishiteru mirae..

.:blind:.

aq buta dlm celik..
buta dlm mnilai baik buruk org..

stupid!!

ok.. ok..
drpd aq duk menyesal trslh judge..
bek aq tido..
ngantuk..


gudnite fwens..
sweet dreams..

sad, aishiteru mirae..

.:androphobia??:.

androphobia is an abnormal fear of men..


am I experience androphobia??
I don't have abnormal fear of men..
but it's hard for me to trust them..

.:gila:.

"bdk 3 ore depe ne maen gapo??" kata Ama aka Tuan Amalina..

Ama, Dayah n Sya, sbnrnye kitaorg tiru aksi sprti yg tertera di atas..
hehehehehehe..

luv, aishiteru mirae..

.:story telling:.

First of all..
I'm dead!!

tomorrow is the day for story telling..
and..
I haven't prepare anything yet!!


hoping that tomorrow is not my turn..

scared, aishiteru mirae..

.:a special world:.

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -


p/s : i luv u so much..

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:my father began as a god:.

My father began as a god
full of heroic tales
of days when he was young.
His laws were as immutable
As if brought down from Sinai,
Which indeed he thought they were.

He fearlessly lifted me to heaven
By a mere swlng to his shoulder.
And made me as a godling
By seating me astride
Our milk-cow's back, and too.
Upon the great white gobbler
Of which others went in constant fear.

Strange then how he shrank and shrank
Until by time of adolescence
He had become a foolish small old man
With silly and outmoded views
Of life and of morality

Strange still
That as I became older
His faults and his tolerances
Scaled away into the past.
Revealing virtues
Such as honesty, generosity, integrity.

Strangest of all
How the deeper he recedes into the grave
The more I see myself
As just one more of all the little men
Who creep through life
Not knee-high to his long-dead god.

by : Ian Mudie


p/s : to my father, I really love you eventhough I always rebel.

love, aishiteru mirae..

.:feeling hurt:.

how could u do this to me?
tell me!
wat was i doing wrong to you?
seems u r trying to avoid me lately..

when i asked you to hang out..
u r pretending dat u hv no money..
n u hv no time..


tell me honey..

sad, aishiteru mirae..